And I'm currently in absolute terror that someone is going to finally get me kicked off this site for daring to explain myself in a way they don't like, after ten years of living in slow agony that the only things I ever enjoyed were being ruined by the people I was supposed to enjoy them with. I've sent in three support tickets over the last few days trying to get some to finally, finally make the bullying stop.

Should've done it years ago, really, but I've been depressed from when I was about 12 and only just came out of it.