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2020-06-22 11:18 am

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 Mama’s dying.
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2019-10-06 06:11 pm

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 My appetite is gone and I hate myself and I despise the world. Why won't it go away?
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2019-10-06 01:31 pm

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 Life is so tiresome these days, I don't know why I bother.
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2019-09-15 04:36 pm

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 It's amazing how you can always look back on stuff you wrote a year ago and think it's childish. Sometimes six months ago even.

I suppose that's better than never growing, though. Some people can be 80 years old and still whining about having to eat at the table.
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2019-05-25 07:12 pm

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 Glorious 25th of May to me

See the little angels rise up high
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2019-05-19 05:46 pm

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 I try so hard and everyone hates me
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2019-02-14 04:15 pm

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 Lost my luck charm this latest round at the hospital, but luckily I can just buy another.
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2019-02-11 12:05 pm

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Trying to decide if I feel bad enough to go to the mental hospital. 
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2019-01-30 08:32 pm

Dance of Sorrows Uncounted

 My religion is blackest hatred
Against the world.
Not against any peoples of the world,
But against the world itself.
 
Let the sky turn to fire
And the seas to blood.
Let the sun and moon
Be eaten. I will laugh.
 
And exult, as Skol
And Hati devour them.
When Fenrir is unchained,
When Sigyn's bowl drops.
 
When they are freed from
The Agony the gods left them to
The giants and the Midgardsormr
Spears and fangs readied
 
I will laugh and run to greet them
The ones who have felt pain as I have
While the gods drank and laughed
I will sing and dance, happy at last.
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2019-01-17 07:51 pm
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I have known the sound that is gollum, I have spoken the sound that is gollum, and it sounds very little like the cruel taunt that is his name. It is the last choked sob of one dying from grief; it is the cry of all those that God has failed and all of those that life has ruined.

He won't get out of my head today, poor mad Smeagol. I need more than can come of games or even swimming. He needs to speak more and louder, because no one is on his side and everyone mocks him, or worse mocks others with him. He is beneath mockery and someone needs to speak for him, and here sits a child who can scream his screams at least a little.
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2019-01-11 10:00 pm
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I'm sorry I can't break it any faster, child, I'm just one mortal girl.

A sword-age, a wolf-age, ere the world's ending!

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2019-01-08 05:12 pm
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Ate a pizza and five servings of carrots and half a gallon of milk so far today. Obviously I come by playing Mr. Eaten honestly.
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2018-12-31 08:25 pm

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I hate New Years. So fucking loud when I'm trying to sleep . . .
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2018-12-22 12:20 pm
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I’m abandoning most of the internet for my own sanity, call if you need me.  
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2018-12-05 04:41 pm
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 Having a rather severe mixed episode still. The internet may be secondary for a while as I work shit out.
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2018-12-01 11:05 pm
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TOS Stuff

 Denise is too good for this world.
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2018-11-29 09:17 pm
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 Manic episodes suck.
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2018-11-25 08:26 am
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Fuck Win10

 I think it made a shitty parody account of me while I wasn't looking.