Why I was silly years ago

[changelingchilde]

 Teenage angst can extend into your 20s when you're depressed

I'm autistic and my main interests are monsters, cannibals and mythical creatures.

I had no friends IRL and was trying to become best friends with everyone. Nothing was just a game for me.

I had not watched enough Doctor Who. It's a long show and I was only interested in a few seasons of it.

I was not as good a writer back then.


I've been better off for a couple of years now, but how I was treated was terrible enough and my depression was severe enough that I didn't even think that I could try again until I had a manic episode

And because someone said that this isn't technically an apology yet: sorry about being such a mess back then.

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[changelingchilde]

I'm actually still in one tiny, peaceful comm with all of about 3 members. The person who founded it has had the year from Hell, so we've been reduced to one single thread in the whole place, but her year started getting better almost the exact same time I had my first manic episode. (Personally I thank/blame Loki, he seems the kind of god who would find that funny.)

So if you ever wanted to play again, Mordred is one of the characters there.

Would you, or am I just being stupid again?

[askthelookout]

You're not being stupid. But I don't really have a lot of time lately, and I don't play Bert much any more (only used this journal here bc I thought you'd be more likely to recognise me), so... probably not. Sorry.

I'm glad you've found somewhere that suits you, though. That's really good! :D

[changelingchilde]

I probably haven't slept in the last couple of days, but for what it's worth I think I'm FINALLY done being the idiot who tries to calmly explain things to bullies.