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I don't understand people. I try to apologize and it just makes everyone more angry. Why is apologizing such a bad idea? I even know it's a bad idea myself, but I don't know why and I feel like I'm supposed to do it at the same time.

And way back when everybody told me I needed to apologize! Are they just trying to trip me up?

Can someone please explain humans to me?

ETA: they were surprisingly nice about it, though. I guess maybe they never realized they were being bullies? Which is pretty fucked up, come to think of it.

Teenage angst can extend into your 20s when you're depressed

I'm autistic and my main interests are monsters, cannibals and mythical creatures.

I had no friends IRL and was trying to become best friends with everyone. Nothing was just a game for me.

I had not watched enough Doctor Who. It's a long show and I was only interested in a few seasons of it.

I was not as good a writer back then.

I've been better off for a couple of years now, but how I was treated was terrible enough and my depression was severe enough that I didn't even think that I could try again until I had a manic episode

And because someone said that this isn't technically an apology yet: sorry about being such a mess back then.