Why I was silly years ago

[changelingchilde]

 Teenage angst can extend into your 20s when you're depressed

I'm autistic and my main interests are monsters, cannibals and mythical creatures.

I had no friends IRL and was trying to become best friends with everyone. Nothing was just a game for me.

I had not watched enough Doctor Who. It's a long show and I was only interested in a few seasons of it.

I was not as good a writer back then.


I've been better off for a couple of years now, but how I was treated was terrible enough and my depression was severe enough that I didn't even think that I could try again until I had a manic episode

And because someone said that this isn't technically an apology yet: sorry about being such a mess back then.

Comments

[askthelookout]

You're not being stupid. But I don't really have a lot of time lately, and I don't play Bert much any more (only used this journal here bc I thought you'd be more likely to recognise me), so... probably not. Sorry.

I'm glad you've found somewhere that suits you, though. That's really good! :D

[changelingchilde]

I probably haven't slept in the last couple of days, but for what it's worth I think I'm FINALLY done being the idiot who tries to calmly explain things to bullies.