A revelation to an autistic kid

[changelingchilde]

I realized again just now that it's really damn weird of me to be a repulsed asexual and a vorarephile at the same time. I realized for the first time that it's probably the result of being autistic. American culture sends the signal that violence is okay and sex is shameful, so I believed it.

Honestly, if you had told me I had any kinks at all I would have laughed in your face. But as an aspie my interests are mythology, nonhuman intelligences and things that eat people, so . . . yeah.